Cheryl, the manager of The Mystic Eye, signaled to me. I was at the Eye to fill in at the
evening’s psychic fair. She indicated a young woman in a cotton skirt and denim jacket. Her
dark hair was cut in bangs and pulled back in a low ponytail. She wore no makeup and clutched a
small, zippered plastic purse in her hand. I nodded to Cheryl and headed down the narrow side
corridor to the small reading room I had been assigned for the evening, each space protected by a
heavy drape.
I took my seat and cleared my astro program for my upcoming visitor. She was slender,
young, mid-twenties at a guess. Her legs were bare under her cotton skirt and I was sure her
denim jacket didn’t sport a designer label. She was hardly dressed adequately for the chilly night.
Her jaw was clenched and her hands were red and raw, her nails bitten to the quick. As she took
her seat across the small table from me, the collar of her denim jacket pulled away betraying
darkened discolored skin at her collarbone. A bruise? She was so tense she seemed to vibrate.
The electricity was difficult to ignore. Was it anger? Fear? Maybe an unnecessary terror of the
occult? That might explain her tension, but still…that bruise raised a red flag.
I smiled, said hello and introduced myself. She nodded and watched me intently. I asked
if she was familiar with astrology and she said she wasn’t. “Well, let me explain a little. Your
natal chart is a map of the heavens at the time of your birth. It shows the gifts and talents you
bring to this incarnation. It also shows the difficulties you’ll contend with in life. Do you have
your birth information?”
“Yes.” She nodded and passed a slip of paper to me. There were two birthdates, with time
and location, jotted down hastily. She knew enough to offer the information I needed to set up a
chart. Perhaps she wasn’t as clueless about astrology as she first claimed.
“Can I ask you your name?”
“Tracy. Tracy Wyler. The second birthdate is my husband’s.”
“Okay, Tracy.” I plugged the information into the program on my laptop and two charts
were instantly generated. “Would you like to focus on your chart? Or perhaps on your
relationship with your husband?” She nodded but didn’t answer. I clicked on the bi-wheel option
where I could see both charts at once, displayed in inner and outer rings. Then I set up a
composite chart. I didn’t like what I saw. There were connections between the charts that
indicated physical attraction, but I didn’t like the Mars and Saturn and even Pluto connections
from her husband’s chart to her personal planets. I checked the composite chart, hoping
something more positive would be indicated. As often happens in astrology, the composite
echoed the synastry, or comparison, of the two individual charts.
This was not a good relationship for her. Her body language told me a lot, even without
the insight of the charts. There was no choice but to go for it. She obviously needed help and I
had only fifteen minutes to offer her what I could. I had to be blunt. She’d either listen or react
with anger. “Tracy, you already know what I’m about to say. You need to escape this marriage.”
She gasped. Her eyes widened. She nodded her head quickly and tears sprang to her eyes.
“I know things aren’t good but I don’t know what I can do. I have no place else to go.”
“He’s hurt you, hasn’t he?” The Mars and Uranus aspects to her husband’s Sun sign
indicated anger and the possibility of violence if unchecked. There was that, but it was more the
connections between these two individuals that concerned me. She reached over and rolled up
one of the sleeves of her jacket. Dark bruises lined her arm. She craned her neck and showed me
another mark on the side of her neck. “How long has this been going on?”
“We got married three months ago. It started a few days after. He keeps telling me I can’t
do anything right. That I’m stupid.” She stifled a sob and took a deep breath. “He says…he says
I’m so ugly that I better behave because no one else would want me.” Tears were filling her eyes,
her breathing was shallow. I passed a small box of tissues across the table. “But then, when he
cools down, he says he’s sorry, that he really loves me and he won’t do it again…”
“I have to say this, Tracy. I doubt this will change. Even with a lot of psychological help,
even if he was willing…it’s a recurring pattern.”
“I don’t know what to do,” she cried.
“Do you have any family?”
“Only my mother and she’s in Indiana.”
“What does she have to say?”
“She says I should listen to my husband. After all, he works and he supports me.”
I felt a slow rage rise in my chest. What kind of a woman would advise her daughter to
submit to physical abuse? Any kind of abuse? “What he’s doing is against the law, Tracy. You
may not be aware of this, but we have serious laws in California against this type of thing. The
police are required to arrest anyone accused of abuse. It’s not up to the cops to decide. They must
arrest the accused party. All you have to do is call the police, show them what he’s done to you,
and he won’t be coming home.”
“They won’t arrest him. They won’t. He’ll convince them, he’s so persuasive.”
I reached across the table and grasped her hand. “You don’t understand. Here the laws are
different. The police have no choice. He’ll be held, maybe without bail, and he’ll be charged.
That would give you time to get away and find shelter.”
She began to cry in earnest. “It won’t matter. Eventually he’ll get out and come after me.
It’ll be worse than before.”
“All the more reason. Once the police take him away, you can go to a women’s shelter.
Listen….” I had to break through her wall of hopelessness. “I keep lists of all kinds of resources
for my clients.” I quickly opened a document on my laptop. I wasn’t attached to a printer in the
tiny reading room, but I grabbed a notebook from my purse and jotted down the addresses of the
three nearest shelters and passed the slip of paper to her. “The police will even take you there and
they are not allowed to give out your location. And if you want, they’ll escort you home to
retrieve your personal belongings. Do you have children?”
“No,” she said. “Thank God I don’t.”
A dark foreboding swept over me. This woman should not return home tonight. “What do
you say, we go into the office here and call them right now? I’ll stay with you till they arrive.”
“I…I don’t know….” She twisted her fingers together. “He says he loves me, that he’s
sorry. That it’ll never happen again.”
Yeah, right, I thought. Heard that one before. I waited, trying to see which way she’d go.
There were aspects in her natal chart that indicated introversion and shyness. If she had met
another type of man her fate would be quite different, but whoever this guy was…he’d use her
like a punching bag.
“Tracy, do you have any idea how many women are killed by their husbands or partners
in this country? I happen to know these statistics. It’s important in my line of work. Clients come
to me with all sorts of problems.” It’s all well and good to talk about Moon signs and romance
and money opportunities, but some people are already on the ropes, already at their weakest and
most vulnerable, and one of them was sitting across from me right now. “Of the women
murdered in the U.S. alone, ninety-seven percent are killed by their partners or husbands. Every
single day three women die because of domestic violence. Those are real bad odds, Tracy. You
can be safe. You can divorce this man and you can find a way to support yourself. It won’t be
easy, but at least no one will be hurting you. And there are people who will help you.”
“I’m so afraid,” she wailed. “I…there’s something else…. I…oh God, I’ve….” She
stifled a sob. “I’ve met someone else.” At this, she burst into tears. “If my husband ever finds
out, he’ll kill me. He’ll—”
“Look, Tracy, first things first. You need help. You need to get to a safe place. Later, you
can sort out all your feelings, but first you need to find shelter so you can get your head on
straight.”
“I know,” she said, nodding.
“Come on. Come with me. We can have privacy in the office.” I reached out for her hand,
a hand that was ice-cold. She quickly pulled away and clutched the slip of paper in her hand.
“I’m sorry…” she whispered. She stood and ran out of the reading alcove. I hurried after
her, but she was too fast. She had pushed through the front door. I caught a glimpse of her
through the plate glass window, running toward Columbus Avenue. I hurried to the door, hoping
to catch up with her, but when I reached the sidewalk she had already turned the corner at the end
of the block. I ran down the street but she was nowhere in sight. I sighed and walked back to the
front door of The Mystic Eye. If she was afraid to turn her husband in, I hoped she’d at least
head to a shelter to protect herself.